Stab Me With Your Knife

I don't know who I am
I don't know if I'm doin the right thing
but for sure I know I am doin sumthing that I shudn't suppose to do
but I just did
Coz I love dem
I can't bare to see what is happening ryte now
they will never know what they are doing nw
but I saw what is happening right now
It's all goin hazard
I am soo disappointed
I don't even know the right person to talk to
I don't know if the decision that I am making is decisive enugh for all of them to follow and respect
If they don't do it, should I have to stand up for it?
Will they be happy with what I am doin?
Will they support me?
Will they be by my side?
Am I the chosen one to change them before it's too late?
It's too late anyway....

I am confused
uncertained
lost
terrified
insecured.

who should I talk with?
I'm am............ down.

who i am anyway to them? ; 8:11 pm

I remember a time
My frail, virgin mind
Watched the crimson sunrise
Imagined what it might find
Life was filled with wonder
I felt the warm wind blow
I must explore the boundaries
Transcend the depth of winter's snow

Innocence caressing me
I never felt so young before
There was so much life in me
Still I longed to search for more

But those days are gone now
Changed like a leaf on a tree
Blown away forever
Into the cool autumn breeze
The snow has now fallen
And my sun's not so bright
I struggle to hold on
With the last of my might
In my den of inequity
Viciousness and subtlety
Struggle to ease the pain
Struggle to find the same

Ignorance surrounding me
I've never been so filled with fear
All my life's been drained from me
The end is drawing near...

Dream Theater - Innocence
Album - Change of Seasons

Dream Theater
A progressive rock which always inspired me with all those complicated tunes of melody
a god of their individual instruments
and yess
inspirational lyrics they composed
it always inspired me wherever it comes...

Innocence ; 10:45 pm

Yesterday was a memorable moments of the night
as we had a gathering with my love one back to the days of my secondary school life
Yeah, finally we made a gathering
juz fer the five of us
The besties who always dere fer each other up to these days though we're hardly see each others for like centuries

Ouh my god, I juz couldn't believe my eyes that I finally meet them fer another dining
Victor, LULU, PK and Nat.....
I LUV YOU GUYS from pieces to pieces
gosh, dey look soo different
their long hair, fashion clothings, hair dying
Everyone of dem were lyke
Cool, dey reli enjoying their life
so happy to see dem in gd condition
Haiz, except fer me
the same old me
spiky short hair, simple, fat and cute
HAHAHAHAHA

Even Victor said, "hey, u're still the adam hur, I've still remember that top your wearing last time"
LOLX

We had our dinner while myself is to break fast (heee!) at the BREEKS Restaurant at the Heeren...
We stuffed all the consumptions that we order

Victor and PK had roast half-chicken in black pepper (for vics) and Rosemary (for PK)
LULU had her god-damn delicious pasta seafood mornay
NAT wasn't that hungry and decided of having potatoe island for his meal
Well, as fer me....
got myself a chicken pattie melted, soup of the day (mushroom clowder) and a chilled mocktail of Spa Sampler

That soup got the rest of the 3 interested and end up order another 3 bowls of the soup
Lolx
Mushroom Soup
We cnt denied it at all i guess
HAHAHAHA!!!

Soo, took pictures everything while stuffing ourselves in
Yea, the same old lulu and nat
Luvs the digital camera soo much
dey have to take pictures together
HAHAHAHA

With that, I was still hungry
so decided to order spaggetti in mushroom sauce
WOOHOOOO!
Yea, gotta tell you this
I'm Damn hungry during the yesterdae night outing

HAHAHA!!!

Once it's done, nat had go off earlier
So we said our bond farewell together
after that, Vics decided to watched a movie at AMK Hub

we all agree and off to Ang Mo Kio
watched Resident Evil : Extinction
Gosh!
You guyz must watched that fantastic Movie
It will make You suspend lyke SHIT!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Serious...
I was screaming lyke a GUNDOOO there
VICTOR LAUGH HIS HEART OUT COZ I AM THE ONLY ONE DERE SCREAMING LYKE A SISSY!
HAHAHAHAHA!!

gosh!
soo embarassing...

Man!
Wad a dae to spend time with...
After watching, the time was 12.50am

Thank You Victor Mah fer the ride home...
We really appreciate it very much...

To my dear Vilvum,
Happy 22 Birthday!
Hope you had a great year ahead of You!
Great Opportunities are waiting for you!
Grab It!
XD

Sec Classmates Gatherings ; 1:09 pm

hey dere....

hmm..
was browsing through a poetry book
as we all know, poetry are the best way to describe the expression of the things that you inspire
and with all the beautiful words of wisdom,
it provides a great sense of humanity and love of the things that you inspired
especially for FOOD

I came across to these beautiful poetry on food
it inspires me as it brings me to conclusion to share it with you guys....
hope you guys loves it
XD

The Taste of Poetry

Food is the poetry
of the mouth,
in its combinations comes
the exquisite tastes of life.

In delicate preparations,
the master chef
pours his heart out,
an exquisite art form.

Time honoured tradition,
dedicated for human pleasure,
delivering music in its consumption,
arousing sense of taste.

In a mixture of spices,
the sweet blending,
simmering treasure of innovation,
sparkling liquor of interaction,
the notes come together
in a meal of perfection.

D. Lester Young

; 10:56 pm

Welcome
To My Property
Don't Forget To Tag
:)

Muhammad Adam Arjuna
21 yrs old
23/5/1988
Gemini

Hobbies:-
Outdoor Activities
Facilitators
Helping those in need
Inspire People to be Sombody
Camping
Tracking
Adventuring
Exploring different types of traditional cuisine
Damn it I love FOOD!!!

Big Fan Of:-
Dream Theater
Muse
The Hives
Garbage

Favourite Vocal:-
+ Jimmy Hendrix
+ Eric Martin
+ Steven Tyler
+ Mariah Carey
+ Kelly Clarkson
+ Mig Ayesa

Schools:-
Pertapis Kindergarden Centre - Aljunied (1992-1994)
San Shan Primary School (1995-2000)
Braddell-Westlake Secondary School (2001-2005)
ITE College Central - Bishan Campus (2006-2008)
Temasek Polytechnic - School of Business/Temasek Culinary Academy (2008-present)

Personal Achievements:-
~Secondary~
Track & Field Short-Distant Runner (2001-2003)
Soccer Team (2001-2003)(2004-2005)
Combined School Soccer Centre-of-Excellence Representatives (2001-2003)
~ITE~
Bishan ITE Student Council (2006-2008)
Bishan ITE Student Council Executive Committee (2007-2008)
Soccer - Goal-Keeper (2007-2008)

Favourite Movie:-
Forest Gump
Con Air
The War of The Worlds
The Matrix Trilogy
Home Alone
All Jet Li's Movie

Favourite TV Shows:-
The Amazing Race
Crime Watch
American Idol
Tom & Jerry Show

Favourite Quote:-
SEIZE THE DAY MY FRIEND !!!
Realised yourself and you realised the World
Blink Your Eyes and Your day will come
Respect is Something That You Earn

About Myself:-
Happy-go-Lucky
Loves food and always in a mood of dining experience
Loves Adventuring
Extremely Outgoing
Loves Challenges as it will test his perserverance
Making New Friends
Very Optimistic on his future
Very mischievous
A BIG BIG FAN of DREAM THEATER!!!
SEIZE THE DAY!!!

adopt your own virtual pet!

Ayu - Cradle

Business Suit
A Diploma In Culinary & Catering Management
New MP3
New Laptop
New Handphone
FOOD!

Arshad
Nabilah

Fadhil
Fareehah
Fiza
Hui Ying
Kai Ern
Leona
LuLu
Md Noh
Ming Zhu
Mrs Hee
Nat
Nurul Jannah
Nuradilah
PK
Rong Fa
Shafinah
Shi2
Wen Fang
XinYi

Amy
Arfan
Aziah
Dedy
Denise
Dijah
Emas
Eunice Tan
Faith
Fiona
Fizah
Hairul
Haiqal
Imran
Ivan
Jannah
Khairee
Masdian
Masayu
Marie
Muslimah
Nadia Sagiran
Rasyidah
Ridhwan
Rosmaya
Shima
Syafiqah
William
Yasmine

Amanda
Benedict Ong
CCM
Daphne
Fadhillah
Jerraldine
JonNeh
Kelana
Gladwin
Ginelle
Hao QIng
Maira
May Juan
Qian Hui
Syaza
Yanti

Danial
Sammie

Amin
Fatin
Hanisah
Hazirah
Nusrah
Rina
Syimah

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